Can You Feel So Now?

It’s my favorite time of year.

The days are getting longer.

My morning run is a lot brighter these days.

My morning run is a lot brighter these days.

There are colorful pots of joy all around my yard.

Happy!

Happy!

The citrus trees are starting to bloom.

Trust me when I say you wish you could smell this.

Trust me when I say you wish you could smell this.

Soon, we will be celebrating Easter–which is pretty much my favorite holiday (even though I love Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas, and I usually do a lot more to celebrate them with my kids) it is Easter that brings me hope and joy. And I love that Easter is a holiday completely centered on Christ.

Now…before I go on too much about Easter, another thing I LOVEEEE about this time of year is General Conference.

In case you are not familiar with General Conference, once every six months, we in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints have a meeting where we hear from the Living Prophet, 12 apostles, and other leaders of our church. For me, General Conference is always just what I need to get through the next six months.

I have a few thoughts about two talks.

In Quentin L. Cook’s talk, he asks the question posed by Alma in the Book of Mormon:

“And now behold, I say unto you, my brethren, if ye have experienced a change of heart, and if ye have felt to sing the song of redeeming love, I would ask, can ye feel so now?” – Alma 5:26

I have been thinking about this question because, to be honest, I’ve been in a little bit of a funk lately. Sometimes, when I’m having depressing thoughts, it effects me in such a way that I begin to question everything: the purpose of my life (as in where I’m headed in life), my faith, and my testimony…Obviously, this isn’t good.

here’s the thing.

I have experienced a change of heart

My change of heart didn’t happen in one amazing or startling moment. Over time, my heart has changed. It has shifted toward the Lord. I can see that I’ve grown closer to the Lord over time. I was baptized when I was eight. My testimony has grown a lot since then, but I still have the same feeling about God that I did then. I know that He loves me. I know that I matter to Him. I know that I want to please Him.

Though there are times when I give in to many of my natural desires and weakness, I know where my heart is. I want to please the Lord. I want to bring him happiness and glory through my good decisions because I have felt so much love and blessings from Him.

I have felt to sing the song of redeeming love

Yes. This joy is also something I’ve experienced.

I have felt it when I look in the eyes of my children, and I see how much the Lord has blessed me–even though I, in no way, deserve it.

I have felt to sing the song of redeeming love when I have sinned, then repented, and have been forgiven. I know what that kind of deep, abiding joy is. I know that this is a miraculous feeling.

Sometimes I feel it [that love] and sometimes I don’t…Why???

When we can’t feel to sing the song of redeeming love anymore, Elder Cook suggests the possible reasons why:

“Many who are in a spiritual drought and lack commitment have not necessarily been involved in major sins or transgressions, but they have made unwise choices. Some are casual in their observance of sacred covenants. Others spend most of their time giving first-class devotion to lesser causes. Some allow intense cultural or political views to weaken their allegiance to the gospel of Jesus Christ. Some have immersed themselves in Internet materials that magnify, exaggerate, and, in some cases, invent shortcomings of early Church leaders. Then they draw incorrect conclusions that can affect testimony. Any who have made these choices can repent and be spiritually renewed.” – Quentin L. Cook

Now…as I read this, I have to amid, I don’t feel like I’m in a spiritual drought. Yet, I don’t feel as much happiness or joy as I’d like either. While Elder Cook’s advice is true and valuable, I don’t feel like actually applies to me right now. There is something else that is inhibiting my happiness, and I think that I found my answer in another conference talk given by President Uchtdorf.

One thing he said that I found especially interesting:

“So often we get caught up in the illusion that there is something just beyond our reach that would bring us happiness: a better family situation, a better financial situation, or the end of a challenging trial.

The older we get, the more we look back and realize that external circumstances don’t really matter or determine our happiness.

We do matter. We determine our happiness.

You and I are ultimately in charge of our own happiness.” – President Dieter F. Uchtdorf

Here is my answer. Why do I have trouble, at times, with feeling the joy – in singing the song of redeeming love–that I have felt in the past? It is because I get caught up in an illusion.

Sometimes this illusion is caused because I suffer from physical pain and weakness (hormones, anyone), and I mistakenly forget that I can find happiness and comfort in Christ, despite my weakness.

Sometimes this illusion is caused by boredom and ingratitude. I forget the blessings in my life, and become deceived that certain circumstances would make me happier.

But we are reminded, we matter; we determine our happiness.

If I determine my happiness, then what am I doing about it?
In the same talk, we learn to resolve to:

  • spend time with people I love
  • live up to potential–to be the person God knows I can be
  • find happiness; regardless of circumstances

And the amazing thing is: when I take the time to do these three things, then I can answer the last question of Alma’s with a resounding Yes!

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I’m so grateful for general conference. I’m grateful for the practical advice, reminders, and warnings that we receive from the Prophet and apostles. I’m grateful for their testimonies. I’m grateful for the Book of Mormon and how it has clarified so much of the Bible and doctrine of Christ. I know that this Gospel is the true and living Gospel of Jesus Christ. I know that Heavenly Father loves us and wants each of us to feel the joy of forgiveness and conversion. I also know that He wants us to remember it.

How do you answer the question posed by Alma? How has General Conference and the Book of Mormon been a blessing to you?

Check out more experiences with General Conference and the Book of Mormon at Jocelyn’s blog.

Service and The Book of Mormon – Scripture Chain

I have a testimony of the Book of Mormon. I love studying it because I learn so many truths of the gospel. One of the principles we learn about in the book of Mormon is Service.

Service - Our Gift

So…Here’s a good Book of Mormon Service Scripture Chain…study it and enjoy!

“And thus we see, that there was a time granted unto man to repent, yea, a probationary time, a time to repent and serve God.” – Alma 42:4

I have started with this scripture because it is a reminder of why we are on earth – living in this mortal state. We are supposed to repent and serve God. I have actually noticed that most of the time service is mentioned in the Book of Mormon it refers to serving God. Really, is there anything better for us to do?

“And again I say unto you as I have said before, that as ye have come to the knowledge of the glory of God, or if ye have known of his goodness and have tasted of his love, and have received a remission of your sins, which causeth such exceedingly great joy in your souls, even so I would that ye should remember, and always retain in remembrance, the greatness of God, and your own nothingness, and his goodness and long-suffering towards you, unworthy creatures, and humble yourselves even in the depths of humility, calling on the name of the Lord daily, and standing steadfastly in the faith of that which is to come, which was spoken by the mouth of the angel.

And behold, I say unto you that if ye do this ye shall always rejoice, and be filled with the love of God, and always retain a remission of your sins; and ye shall grow in the knowledge of the glory of him that created you, or in the knowledge of that which is just and true.

And ye will not have a mind to injure one another, but to live peaceably, and to render to every man according to that which is his due.

And also, ye yourselves will succor those that stand in need of your succor; ye will administer of your substance unto him that standeth in need; and ye will not suffer that the beggar putteth up his petition to you in vain, and turn him out to perish.” – Mosiah 4:11-13, 16

I love this scripture. It teaches us the progression of service and commitment to God.

Know God → Receive a Remission of Sins → Feel Joy and God’s Love → Remember His Greatness → Pray Always → Stand Steadfast in Faith → Rejoice → Always be filled with His love → Grow in Knowledge of God and that Which is Just and True → Live peaceably → Succor those who Stand in Need of It

I guess I love noticing this pattern because it teaches me how best to serve others – Service to others is more than something we do once or twice. It is a way of being. It comes as we know God and experience His pure love. We aren’t expected to be charitable in and of ourselves. The Lord knows that we are imperfect people. Instead, we can come unto Him, know Him, and then a natural outpouring of the love we feel from Him will be a love for Him and all of our brothers and sisters.

“Now I say unto you, if this be the desire of your hearts, what have you against being baptized in the name of the Lord, as a witness before him that ye have entered into a covenant with him, that ye will serve him and keep his commandments, that he may pour out his Spirit more abundantly upon you?” – Mosiah 18:10

Once we have decided that we want the pattern to apply in our lives – of knowing God, being filled with His love, and then sharing it with others, then we ought to be baptized. We can stand as a witness that we have covenanted with Him.

Our part of the covenant: serve Him and keep His commandments.

His part of the covenant: We receive more of His Spirit.

I love this! And think about this in terms of service – if we are filled with the Spirit of the Lord, then we can be better Servants. We can be guided on whom, how, and when we should serve others.

Has this ever happened to you? I have experienced the receiving end of this. One of my best friends began as my visiting teacher. She wanted to do what is right, but was bound by a husband in school, a young boy, one car, etc. I know that it was hard to serve.

When I had a baby she wasn’t able to come by, neither was she able to cook a meal or serve in any way. To be honest, I didn’t even notice it. My mom was in town for about 3 weeks, so I had all the help I really needed.

About a month and a half after having the baby, I was trying to get back into the swing of things. I had two children 17 months apart. I felt a little overwhelmed. Plus, my husband (at that time) was in school and working full time. He was home for maybe fifteen minutes a day. It was a difficult and lonely time for me.

One particularly lonely and difficult day, I heard a knock on my door. I wasn’t expecting anyone, but was surprised to see my visiting teacher – Kara. She had a meal, and was apologizing profusely. She had meant to bring it earlier, and then had the thought she should bring it that day.

I told her not to apologize. The timing was perfect. I know that the Spirit whispered to her that day, to come by, bring a meal, and be a friendly face during a time when I was lonely and struggling. I know that the Spirit can best guide our efforts to both serve God and others.

“And behold, I tell you these things that ye may learn wisdom; that ye may learn that when ye are in the service of your fellow beings ye are only in the service of your God.” – Mosiah 2:17

This is probably the most famous and classic scripture on service. For good reason, too. In some ways, it is difficult to serve God. I mean, He’s God. For example, it was my dad’s birthday last week, and I had the toughest time thinking of what I could get him for his birthday. He doesn’t really want much, and I don’t think that there is anything I can get him that he doesn’t already have. There is no service I can offer him that he can’t do himself. And there is nothing I can do to make up for the lifetime of sacrifices and blessings he has given me. So, I feel like the best way to “repay” my dad is to be grateful and to be the kind of parent to my children that he was to me.

I feel like this is the same with Heavenly Father. There is nothing that we can really do for Him. So, instead of trying to serve Him exclusively, we serve others. We serve His children. We bear testimony of His love to others through our actions.

Back to the example I gave about Kara. When I think of what she did for me, not only was I grateful to her, but still – even now – I am grateful to Heavenly Father. It is through her love for me that I feel the Love of God. I sincerely hope that when I serve others they realize that God loves them.

” And now, for the sake of these things which I have spoken unto you—that is, for the sake of retaining a remission of your sins from day to day, that ye may walk guiltless before God—I would that ye should impart of your substance to the poor, every man according to that which he hath, such as feeding the hungry, clothing the naked, visiting the sick and administering to their relief, both spiritually and temporally, according to their wants.

27 And see that all these things are done in wisdom and order; for it is not requisite that a man should run faster than he has strength. And again, it is expedient that he should be diligent, that thereby he might win the prize; therefore, all things must be done in order.” – Mosiah 4:26-27

A last scripture on service. When we serve, we need to do all we can – but we do it in wisdom and in order. It is good to have this reminder. The Lord doesn’t expect us to bankrupt ourselves in order to serve others. We still need to be self-sufficient. We need to be able to finish the race. We need to be smart and diligent.

I love this scripture – especially as a mother. There are times when I feel like I’m running ragged. It is good to remember that if I don’t pace myself then there will be a point when I can’t serve at all. What good will I be if I can no longer serve – physically, emotionally, or spiritually. It is important to follow the Spirit. I feel like there are times when we must sacrifice to serve. When we do, the Spirit seems to strengthen and nourish us. There are other times when the sacrifice is not wise. Those experiences leave us feeling exhausted and we become useless. We need to be wise.

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How does the Book of Mormon teach you to serve? What are ways that you are able to apply these teachings to your life?

See more posts on the Book of Mormon at Jocelyn’s Blog

The Book of Mormon: Establishing the Truth of the Bible

I love the gospel of Jesus Christ. I love learning about it. I love reading the Bible, and I love thinking about the doctrines taught by our Savior.

One thing about the Bible, it often leaves me fuzzy. Sometimes the doctrines that are mentioned seem elusive – difficult to understand.

I see why there are so many opinions on what the Bible teaches. It is no surprise to me that there are hundreds of religions that stem from a belief in the bible. We know that the bible went through many translations. Even the Lord knew that this would happen, and he explained to Nephi:

“And after they go forth by the hand of the twelve apostles of the Lamb, from the Jews unto the Gentiles, thou seest the formation of that great and abominable church, which is most abominable above all other churches; for behold, they have taken away from the gospel of the Lamb many parts which are plain and most precious; and also many covenants of the Lord have they taken away.” – 1 Nephi 13:26

So, it begs the question, What is true? What is the gospel? Which doctrines are true and essential for our salvation? How do we make and keep covenants? Where is authority?

And here is where my love for the Book of Mormon steps in. The Book of Mormon helps to clear up the fuzziness.

“And the angel spake unto me, saying: These last records, which thou hast seen among the Gentiles, shall establish the truth of the first, which are of the twelve apostles of the Lamb, and shall make known the plain and precious things which have been taken away from them; and shall make known to all kindreds, tongues, and people, that the Lamb of God is the Son of the Eternal Father, and the Savior of the world; and that all men must come unto him, or they cannot be saved.” – 1 Nephi 13:40

The Book of Mormon does not compete with the Bible. Instead, it establishes the truth of the Bible. Isn’t that amazing! Because of the Book of Mormon, all scripture is relevant. Without the scripture, we are left, to stumble because we don’t have the whole picture. The Bible is missing pieces. How can we be whole, or perfect, if we don’t have all of the instructions?

The Lord knew this would be a problem:

“…after the Gentiles do stumble exceedingly, because of the most plain and precious parts of the gospel of the Lamb which have been kept back by that abominable church, which is the mother of harlots, saith the Lamb—I will be merciful unto the Gentiles in that day, insomuch that I will bring forth unto them, in mine own power, much of my gospel, which shall be plain and precious, saith the Lamb.

For, behold, saith the Lamb: I will manifest myself unto thy seed, that they shall write many things which I shall minister unto them, which shall be plain and precious; and after thy seed shall be destroyed, and dwindle in unbelief, and also the seed of thy brethren, behold, these things shall be hid up, to come forth unto the Gentiles, by the gift and power of the Lamb.

And in them shall be written my gospel, saith the Lamb, and my rock and my salvation.” -1 Nephi 13:34-36

We have the Book of Mormon today. We have the Lord’s record. We have His gospel, his rock, and salvation. We don’t have to stumble on the fuzzy concepts taught in the Bible. Instead, the Book of Mormon enlightens our minds and brings even more beauty and clarity to the words of the Bible.

Plain and Precious Parts of the gospel
Thanks to the Book of Mormon, I have been able to better understand:

There are so many other doctrines that I keep thinking of – including prayer, how to baptize, government, service, and the connection of faith, hope, and charity.

Each of these principles and ordinances can be found in the Bible, but most of them are relatively enigmatic. The Book of Mormon uses plain and simple terms to help us understand true gospel concepts. And, as we learn these things, the Bible becomes more beautiful, informative, and helpful to our lives.

I’m grateful that the Lord has blessed us with a way to access His love and mysteries. We can come to know Him and his true teachings as we study the Book of Mormon and Bible together. I have a testimony of the Book of Mormon. I know that it is the word of God. I know that it will help us to understand His mysteries. As we seek His word – in both the Book of Mormon and the Bible, He will enlighten our minds. He bless us with power and vision. We will be happier people. We will understand our Heavenly Father and Savior more and live lives worthy of the best blessings that He wants to give us. When we read the Book of Mormon, we open ourselves to divine tutelage. The Lord will correct us and direct us in a kind way. Our understanding of the Bible increases, and we can develop a true friendship with our Savior.

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Do you have a difficult time understanding the concepts and principles of the Bible? Which ones seem fuzzy to you? Do you think that you are open to having greater understanding of the truthfulness of the Bible by accepting the help that comes from the Lord through the Book of Mormon? If so, comment here and we can have a discussion.

Or you can also find the Book of Mormon online – with many handy study tools. You can also get a free copy of the Book of Mormon.

Finally, check out some other great blog posts on the Book of Mormon at Jocelyn’s Book of Mormon Blog Hop

Book of Mormon Forum

Okay…time for some fun. So – October is my favorite month.

  1. General Conference
  2. My birthday!
  3. Halloween
  4. The Book of Mormon Forum!

So – the first three items are pretty self explanatory, and I’ve been participating in each of these activities for as long as I can remember. But, item number four, The Book of Mormon Forum is a new one for me, and I’m really excited.

Over at We Talk of Christ, Jocelyn is hosting the Book of Mormon Forum. I have decided to participate.

Throughout the month of October, I will be posting (almost) daily on the Book of Mormon. I will share my testimony, how the Book of Mormon has strengthened my testimony, some insights and favorite stories I’ve read in the Book of Mormon, and a few other Book of Mormon-centered posts.

This whole idea was inspired by this October’s Ensign Magazine – which is on the Book of Mormon.

So – join in on the fun. If you have questions about the Book of Mormon, feel free to ask me anything, check out the other blogs in the Book of Mormon Forum, or (best of all) go check out The source of all this excitement.

So – check in here often and have fun.

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